| HAPPY NEW YEAR |
[Jan. 1st, 2008|01:04 am] |
HAPPY NEW YEAR PPL. I THANK ALL THOSE PEOPLE THAT I KNO!! THANKZ!!!!!!! HOPE U PEOPLE ARE ALL SAFE AND TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF. HOPE U HAVE AN AWESOME YEAR AHEAD OF YOU AND ALL THROUGH YOUR LIFE. I HOPE YOU THE BEST. ANOTHER YEAR HAS GONE BY AND MEMORIES HAVE BEEN MADE. NOW THIS YEAR IS ANOTHER YEAR FULL OF MORE MEMORIES AND I CANT WAIT FOR IT TO HAPPEN!!!
MISS EVERYONE!! HOPE ALL OF YOU HAVE AN AWESOME BREAK TOO!! |
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| friends |
[Dec. 2nd, 2007|11:21 pm] |
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| | for you guys | ] |
omg .......okay this is just going to go on and on i just had to type this out even though i just want to scream it out loud for the world to hear.
oh my gosh my friends. the most awesomest people ull ever met.
to my friends out there THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING you guys mean the world to me. i dont kno where i would be without u guys. there is so much i want to say yet words are the only way to say them. thank you so much. i dont kno how to express how much thankz i have for you guys. my life would be totally boring without u guys. if i didnt have u ppl i would be more deprived. you have opened my life and world to another place. no one will be able to replace you. even though we only see each other at school and sometime we hang out those are just more memories to cherish. you have open me up to me. i wouldnt be here without u guys. you changed my life. you have made a difference in my life. i dont kno how to express how much thankz i have for u guys.
man in 10 years at the donut !!! |
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| wow.....how long has it been? |
[Jun. 17th, 2007|10:18 pm] |
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| | home......grrr | ] |
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| | soooo lazy.... | ] |
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| | rihanna -unfaithful | ] |
| | From: xanga http://www.xanga.com/HeLLDaRkAnGelwow.......how long as it been?wow...it has been a while since ive been here. again teresa reminded me that i have one of these things. i havent been posting on my other thing either which im planning to do after this one.
so anyway it has been a long, boring, different three years of high school. i have just finished my third year and im going to be a senior next year. yeah it doesnt even sound right to me either. me....we are talking about the weirdest girl.......who loves to play with playdough...i mean come on ME a senior.....and everyone else...gosh i cant believe that we are all going to be seniors. (and yes im writing this to annoy a friend) so yeah. these last three years dont seem like three years. more like three months. i have been through so many things this year and every year before that. high school even though it is boring has taught me a lot. i have grown far from some friends yet closer to others but in the end i hope that i will keep those friendships going (impossible but hey anything is possible if you try). i am still not sure about my future. i dont kno really know what i want to do and how im going to do it. i really just want to do is stop and relax and travel for a year yet i know i cant really do that. i dont want to sit in a classroom hearing lectures. i want to be out there and experience and see what it really is. know for myself if it is true or not. if i dont see it i dont believe it. i dont want to just be told the story i want to be in the story. yes my mom would kill me if i even thought of it but it is something i really want to do. i am deciding whether or not to work this summer too. i still have to get a work permit so that means i need to go to school and get one which i have no idea how im going to do but it will work out or something -_-. so yeah if u want to hear me ramble more go to my livejournal @ www.darklildraco.livejournal.com (i hope that works...u kno what http://darklildraco.livejournal.com/) that is for sure LOL. so yeah im going to stop this now....cause i need to post for livejournal i havent done that in a long time too
so im going to continue this slowly....gosh i really dont kno wat else to put (yes i just ate so im really lazy now...so im going to post some other day) BYE |
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| somewhere in washington |
[Apr. 3rd, 2007|12:06 pm] |
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| | some hotel in washington | ] |
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| | awake | ] |
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| | tokio hotel...i dont kno the name of the song through > | ] |
well yeah, that is wat this is bascially going to be about. i am currently somewhere in washington. i could ask where i am but i dont want to. i like the fact that i dont kno where i am. i just took a shower and let me tell u after over 12 hours in a car, that was one of the best showers i have ever had. and so this is how my journey began (since i dont want to do hw and im wide awake.)
two days before i started to get sick...with a sore throat and headaches and all that good stuff. (i got dee sick ><)
okay well sunday, i had to wake up early to go dry clothes, then went to wal mart with mommy and spent about 360 bucks on stuff, i mean seriously, two hours. anyway went home to get ready. 2 something dee's mom comes and picks me up. we then had to go to back to her house cause i didnt have a waterproof jacket then we had to go back to my house to pick up my tennis shoes (then my mom came out with a bag of oranges. i mean i dont like oranges...so why oranges. oh mother) then we went on our way. throughout the whole ride i was like having major headaches, you know the ones that are like painful and keep moving and refuses to leave until u lay down on a vertical surface. yeah that one, and if you dont kno wat im talking about, consider urself lucky.
late that night, we went to sushi totoro and ate food (b/w i still have left overs that i think im going to eat soon) pretty good. which was like not that bad. hmmm wat else. we stayed at a hotel for the night and woke up 7 in the morning which i thought was sunday which was actually monday. headaches stops came bac a couple of minutes ago. feeling better from sickness. and so on the trip we made two stops. i call mommy once. the second stop was awesome. some kinda of a & w place. had a chicken pot pie which was good with vanilla ice cream. so yeah back in the car we (dee and i, actually just me she slept through most of it) were watching lord of the rings...the extended versions. so yeah dee told me it was going to be three hours but she didnt tell me it was going to be three hours each and there are three of them. so for nine hours i watched lord of the rings which im kinda disappointed in. the graphics i must say are pretty kool, other than that it was alright. ending was like -_-. and so yeah. tomorrow is another day ...well actually today is another day. i heard that we are going to the college or something.
another new thing is deanna into me to this band called tokio hotel. pretty awesome. for ppl that are into punk pop ish stuff they are for u. they are german the the main singer is a guy name bill if u decide to look them up. yes it is a guy. so yeah. so go look it up.
hmm...oh im deciding to do hw tomorrow...so i hope i can. if i dont OH WELL. stpid teacher. curse you. anyway so yeah that is my post. |
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| driving |
[Mar. 24th, 2007|10:03 am] |
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| | mom's store | ] |
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| | *dances* | ] |
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| | none...wow.... | ] |
yeah i kno i havent posted in a long time. well my reason is because i dont have freakin internet at my house because there is something in the walls that hinder it or something -_-' and because there hasnt been anything much to rant about UNTIL TODAY. well acutally it was yesterday but im at work the next day and that is the only time i can go on the internet that is awesomly fast.
so wat im so excited about is that yesterday i took my first driving lesson. YES MY FIRST unlike u cheaters out there. yes it was my first time. it was great and awesome and i cant wait to do it again. i cant wait to DRIVE. i cant explain how excited i am. hmm maybe one way is that that im wide awake at 8:00 in the morning and all u ppl kno how i hate morning. so im planning to drive again this sunday for another two hours. i have to practice with my mom HUGE VAN. wat else was awesome was that my intructor told me i did very well for my first time which even made my more excited. so yes, i am very excited which remind me
300 is awesome. it kicks ass. go see it. i liked it a lot. i saw it twice. so yeah go watch, see.
and so that is my awesome happy post. oh yeah my sat scores are coming this week. -_-
spring break is going to be awesome. im going to washington with a friend for a week.
i hate school still. but it not so bad anymore. stupid english and math gr.... you.
and so this end my ranting awesome post |
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[Feb. 9th, 2007|07:20 pm] |
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i just re read some of my post and i was like...HAHHAHHA so yeah..HHAHAHAH oh yeah reminds me of my new english teacher, mr. hill. he is boring....lame, and kinda of arrogant. yes his vocabulary stuff helps me. key word= me. a lot of other people are not liking him. he isnt that bad of a guy it just that he likes to talk about himself sometimes and goes off of that. he thinks yelling solves everything. he gives us the answers to poems. i mean like he tells us what it means. he sometimes isnt as open minded as i thought he was. he is the totally opposite of wat im used to. i kno i shouldnt compare him with mrs. reynolds but i do somtimes. right now im doing my best not to. he is a nice guy but seriously, i dont care if you came from a top 10 high school, i really dont. ur way isnt always the best way. i wish i could keep rambling about him i usually could but one the ideas are getting mixed up in my brain and two i think saying stuff is a lil bit easier for me. and third im kinda like watever at the moment. stupid hw. damn i have english hw. GAH okay..well then yea |
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[Jan. 27th, 2007|12:09 pm] |
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| | mom's store | ] |
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| | ....*sigh*.. | ] |
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| | no wonder why it was so quiet | ] |
well yeah just like the subject says. i havent posted in a long time so i guess ill do that right now. i dont have hw anymore (thankz god finals are over but that means sat and driving test studying begins). im just going to rant about watever is going on in my mind and this is probably going to be long just cause i want to type (i need practice and i mean a lot of it) and two cause i just want to rant about stuff in my life (even though i wouldnt call it that). if you dont have the time or dont want to read random ranting then u should just keep reading cause u will anyway. if you want to stop hey it is a free country, do watever the hell u want (well that is if ur 21 and older).
well i hope it will be long ><. i kinda feel bad. it is like the only reason i have a live journal is just to download stuff. i dont really have much to post. my life isnt that great or exciting. okay first subject (actually second if you count the sentence and paragraph before) school and finals. well this year i was suprised to find that i dont give a shit about my finals. hahahaha. well not too much. my hardest final truely was my math and rop which i hope i got at least a b or c in butttttt who cares. the others werent so bad. i totally did not care for spanish even though i kinda did study. i think im probably going to get two b's, rop and spanish. im hoping really hard for an -a in math but if i dont get it, i can live with it. science final was a joke and so was the english. if you are in ms. reynolds class and u failed the final, i feel bad for you. i was sort of worry about it but not. my ceramics project is FINALLY done sort of. it really didnt come out like i wanted it to but it is alright. it still has ears even though they arent huge like i wanted them to be. gosh i think that was the one final that made me worri about the most even though it is only art. i love that class it is my fav class this year. it was so scary. every night before i went to bed i would think about how to fix stuff on it and how to add stuff on it. it was horrible. i stayed afterschool on thurs and friday just to finish. and because i had to stay late i had to walk home which wasnt too bad. it is good to go on a walk once in a while but it was kinda lonely wen u go by urself. i had to go by the post office to pick up papers for renewing my ...um..wats it called....*brain fart* my passport there you go. so yeah. the walk was refreshing. on the last day of finals wen i got home i ate and went to bed. gosh that felt good. no homework, no quizes, no test. gosh that was the life. i kinda feel bad for all those juniors that are ripping their heads off with worry about colleges and stuff and grades and classes, while i just ...live a life without too many worries. i just do. sometimes i feel like im not doing enoguh or something but wat is enough? so yeah that is school life.
second rant probably about friends and life in general for me. this week has been stressful for all of my friends. it doesnt matter how or wat they are stressed about. i wish i could help, but yet i cant. i wish i could help them relax but i dont kno how. some times i just feel useless and like there for no reason. i dont really know what to do about the future. im kinda unsure of everything that i do. i just live but some reason i dont feel as if it is enough. i dont kno how to make it "enough" for me. there are just those days where i ask myself why am i here, what am i doing, is this how i really want to live my life, what is stopping me? and then i find that life is kinda boring and lifeless. there isnt anything i really have a passion for that i can do right now. there isnt anything i really want to do right now. i really want to travel but being 16 doesnt help. im planning to take my driving written test but i feel bad cause my mom is so busy which brings me to my third rant.
my mom. yes she is my mother. i dont kno if i love her or not (which is kinda sad once u think about it) since the incident with ms. reynolds, i have thought about wat would happen to me or wat would i do without my mother. and i thought and thought about it and then i found out that my life woud be sort of the same. i dont like my mom relationship with me but i dont to change it cause this is how we lived together for the last 9 years. yes she is my mother and has the right to bark and yell at me all she wants but it gets boring and tiring afterwards and i just dont care. she can complain about watever she wants about me but hey it doesnt help if she hasnt noticed in the last 9 years. so yeah. my mom and i really dont see one another or talk to one another that much. if you dont kno my cousin from vietnam has came to live with me, and even she has a better relationship with my mom and i do. last night my mom said that i am her like...how would u say it...i am first on her list. but i countered that i wasnt, it was her resturant and her business, and her house that came first in her life. i guess i take some of the blame for all of this. i dont talk to her well cause i dont trust her. i kno it is kinda funi and kinda horrible but i dont trust my mom. even if it was a life or death situation i wouldnt trust her. i dont kno if i have a family. my dad has been with his girlfriend for over 9 years, two years longer than when he was married with my mom. my step bro and sister call him dad. it is weird, i hate to admit it in this post which is avaivable for the world to read, but it is weird. i hate the fact that they do it. but gosh i have to live with it. so yeah ranting about my family is going into this rant too. but good news is my cousin. she is awesome and totally just cool. she understands wats going on and it just nice to have her around. we are very alike and do a lot of stuff alike. it just good to have her around. someone to talk to. and she is a dorkable. even though she is 23 years old she acts as if she is 12 and she really smart. it like having an "older" (even though sometimes i wonder) sister around. i never had an older sister before and she never had an younger sister or brother (she has two older ones she doesnt like very much). so that makes life just a lil bit better. hmm i wonder if this is long enough...hmmm well yeah i think it is for the time being oh wait forgot to rant about the house.
house ranting (rant number three or was it four? hm..) okay. yeah i shouldnt be picky cause of where i am living now..but i am anyway. i was able to choose the color of my room (light blue really light) but other than that the house is pretty small inside even though on the outside it seemed really big. i really like the living room it seem very open to me. the doors for the front house is awesome. the rooms arent as big as i hoped they would be but it is alright since it just me and my cousin and mom living there even though i said to my mom it is just us why do we need to many rooms. -_-' so yeah. my mom has just bad color sense. it is like the house is going to be one color. gosh my house is going to be boring. my mom wants us (my cousin and i and her) to move in early but my cousin and i are like there isnt going to be any hot water and we would be in the way of the people working there it would be a bother. and since we have lived in the *bleep* for so long we can stay a lil longer. it wouldnt kill us. so im hoping that we will move in about a month from now like in march or something. so yeah my mom has bought beds and pillows but nuthin else. -_- oh gosh ...okay well i think im done...so well see u around and i hope that i will post soon.
thankz for all those ppl who scan, download, post, upload, update and everything else for me and everyone else. i love my fanfic writers that have updated as soon as u can. much love to u and u rule my world. |
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| HAPPY NEW YEAR!! |
[Dec. 31st, 2006|10:06 pm] |
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HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!! ....maybe not...oh gosh i hope i survive this year...GOOD LUCK to everyone .... |
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| boredom |
[Dec. 18th, 2006|08:49 pm] |
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| | home....alone | ] |
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| | blah..... | ] |
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| | The Night Chicago Died -Super Junior K.R.Y | ] |
okay...that was stupid...anyway... wat i was talking about was the it took me like a while to remember to spell bored and when i was done i push the enter button so it kinda went it but not...
i need to change my layout...but i dont kno where...or how...*bangs head on table*
okay as u kno im bored really bored. that why i decided to post on my journal. nothing that much happened today. i have two test tomorrow that i should be studying for but do i really want to study? does anyone? yeah thought so. so i decided to post. not going to be an interesting post but still a post. i havent posted in a while. well anyway christmas is coming...oh that reminds me i going to scotland and ireland!! WHOO! okay so anyway almost christmas. planning to go to my dad's but i dont kno for how long. i dont kno what else im planning to do. i have major sat studying to do which i should be doing too. right now im eating M&M's but the thing that suck is that i turned on the heater and so the M&M's are kinda melted...but i just put them in the refrigerator so yeah they should be fine later... i hope. my mom is sooooo going to be mad wen she sees me those. oh which remind me i wonder where i can find more of those mood thingys i dont like the live journal ones too much. hmmmm it seems like i have a lot of things to do doesnt it? hmm anything else to say......i dont think sooooo....oh my fanfics authors are awesome they update regualarly that is why i love them so much ur so awesome!! school is alright. i hate having seven periods. I commend those who do...i hate waking up so early in the morning and i cant really fall asleep in class cause it is an important class: math...gr...so yeah. i think ill end it here today..so well yeah ...... |
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| decisions decisions |
[Dec. 9th, 2006|11:29 am] |
okay..give me a moment...im trying to figure out what to talk about since i havent updated in a long time...okay...here is one thing... FUCKIN MEGAUPLOAD IS PiSSING ME OFF...stupid piece of crap...it wont let me dl some of albums i want *cries then kick computer* i dont kno wat the heck to do...i hate using megaupload but most ppl use it sooooo..gr...anyway i guess i have to live with it...
i have been requesting stuff at a community im in and i thank them so much for helping me. i wish i could upload stuff...but i dont have that much and i kinda dont kno how which sucks...
gr....wat to do..??...and i have stupid hw to do
an essay
and translating.......
FUCK... |
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| MUAHAHHA |
[Nov. 12th, 2006|10:05 pm] |
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| | MUAHAHHA!! | ] |
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| | none...sadly | ] |
I FOUND A WAY TO CONVERT FLV TO AVI !!! OKAY...THAT MADE ME FEEL BETTER |
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| another day |
[Nov. 12th, 2006|06:52 pm] |
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| | eh.... | ] |
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| | Krazy -KC & JoJo | ] |
hey wat sup, yeah i dicided to post today. i dont really know why but i guess its for the reason i use all the time. im bored. so yeah i really dont kno what to type. okay i think i do now. i really want the king and the clown. its a movie that my awesome friend showed me. it pretty good. i hope to figure out where i can get it. i dont really want to dl it cause i have to get another player for it so im trying to figure out where i can buy it. it might be in k-town but i dont even know if it is on dvd yet. which u kno wat im going to look up right now. okay well it doesnt seem to say on wikipedia. if anyone knows can u tell me? okay wat else. well thanksgiving is coming up oh crap that means SAT's which i havent study for yet. crap im soooo not going to do good. which reminds me that i still have to convince my mom about going to scotland and ireland. and that bring me back to thanksgiving which isnt such a big holiday for me. im planning to go with my cousin to las vegas but i dont kno if i really want to. gosh i love nov so much. i had about only two real weeks of school. is it me or is it going by so fast. ive been in school for about two months already. the year is almost ending. which brings me to christmas. i have to start christmas shopping for ppl. *sigh* i really have to put some awesome quotes that i like which remind me of a quote from v for vendetta. ill go look up that one and put the one in.
Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a bygone vexation stands vivified, and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition. The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose, so let me simply add that it's my very good honour to meet you and you may call me V.
— V's introduction to Evey
(soooo many v words i didnt even kno that there was that much) |
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| hello |
[Nov. 10th, 2006|04:20 am] |
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well....hi......okay..yeah ... |
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